比。唱

比。

我不想比，
但是四处一望，
人人都在比。

比什么？
什么都有的比。
比才智，比美貌；
比有钱，比有权。

我，
最可怕的是，
比才华。
害怕面对前敌
而失落的心。

也许，
我是懦弱的人；
也许，
我是不爱面对现实的人；
也许，
因为梦里永远是完美的，
所以害怕现实。


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唱。

也许说我热爱唱歌，
不如说我热爱音乐带来的生命力，
让我可以逃脱现实的烦恼，
逃脱去别人的故事里。

爱唱歌，
可以当饭吃吗？
妈妈说不能。
但是为什么哥哥姐姐们，
都去当歌手了呢？

歌手、明星、音乐人，
你爱哪个称呼呢？
一切感觉太复杂了，
所以聆听者，
最无牵挂。

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爱唱歌的心，
往哪里藏？

爱舞台的梦，
往哪里埋？

爱肯定的我，
往哪里去？

我， 20 了。

如果你真正的热爱一样东西，你会不顾一切地付出，无疑地享受着享受着牺牲。


2011 年了，终于 ‘-teen’ years 已经过去了。
我不知道，踏入人生第二十个年头的我，是否对自己负起了责任。
我，活在这个世界上，到底学会了什么？
而又能够用什么来回馈这个社会所对我的栽培呢？
不要把我想得那么伟大，因为我并没有要对这个社会作一些惊天动人的事。
而是，我，身长在这个世界上快二十年了，我领悟到什么，学习到什么？

璇子，有人为了生存而逃命。。。

有人为了糊口而卖命。。。

而你，拥有了那么多，有什么资格堕落？有什么资格浪费生命的每一天呢？

今日名句：明日复明日，明日何其多。日日复明日，万事成蹉跎。


我，热爱生命吗？

Childhood vs Future

Suddenly, I think of playing masak-masak. Yes, believe your eyes, is masak-masak. The game kids play out of paper and plastic and pretending they are cooking. I guess I'm missing some childhood memory here.

Got my random that day and watch this on Youtube and I told myself: "Ah~! They were my childhood idol! Gosh... it's so long a go already! We've all grown up and so does things around me. Those days, we listen to music using cassettes! And walala, we have internet now and would can never imagine life without it anymore." *sighs*

Just realised something just now, I think I have a 'thing' for guys that plays/ sings well. I'm definitely those girls that fall for guys that takes a guitar and sings love songs in front of me. Haha. So typical right? Ah~! But the best part of it is, I'll love to sing along with him too! So I suppose, another criteria to my BF-checklist is need to love singing Karaoke, since my whole family does that. It's gonna be part of our very own Chin family activity I tell you! I ain't kidding! Imagine your uncle will be singing an oldies and your auntie pops in and sing along and soon enough you see from the youngest cousin to your grandma is opening their mouth and singing the same song. Gosh. Imagine that and what you see is my lovely family. :D I love them lots~!!! *muaks*

Keeping things short!

Urgh! I need to complain about myself. I always attempt to write posts and tend to write so damn long till I always make the flow of thought gone in the half way because I got distracted by other stuff.

So from now on, I'll learn to keep posts short and sweet. Good for my readers (if any) and good for me too. Hope this will make me write more often. Like one of my friend once said: how can life be interesting when one can't even write and express his/ her feelings?

OK, my first short post here.

I was glad today spending quality times with people I care for in life. :D

I know I don't need to worry about how my Mr. Right should be because I know He will provide the man in my life. :D

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