比。
我不想比，
但是四处一望，
人人都在比。
比什么？
什么都有的比。
比才智，比美貌；
比有钱，比有权。
我，
最可怕的是，
比才华。
害怕面对前敌
而失落的心。
也许，
我是懦弱的人；
也许，
我是不爱面对现实的人；
也许，
因为梦里永远是完美的，
所以害怕现实。
~~~~~
唱。
也许说我热爱唱歌，
不如说我热爱音乐带来的生命力，
让我可以逃脱现实的烦恼，
逃脱去别人的故事里。
爱唱歌，
可以当饭吃吗？
妈妈说不能。
但是为什么哥哥姐姐们，
都去当歌手了呢？
歌手、明星、音乐人，
你爱哪个称呼呢？
一切感觉太复杂了，
所以聆听者，
最无牵挂。
~~~~~
爱唱歌的心，
往哪里藏？
爱舞台的梦，
往哪里埋？
爱肯定的我，
往哪里去？
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Friday, January 14, 2011
我， 20 了。
如果你真正的热爱一样东西，你会不顾一切地付出，无疑地享受着享受着牺牲。
2011 年了，终于 ‘-teen’ years 已经过去了。
我不知道，踏入人生第二十个年头的我，是否对自己负起了责任。
我，活在这个世界上，到底学会了什么？
而又能够用什么来回馈这个社会所对我的栽培呢？
不要把我想得那么伟大，因为我并没有要对这个社会作一些惊天动人的事。
而是，我，身长在这个世界上快二十年了，我领悟到什么，学习到什么？
璇子，有人为了生存而逃命。。。
有人为了糊口而卖命。。。
今日名句：明日复明日，明日何其多。日日复明日，万事成蹉跎。
我，热爱生命吗？
2011 年了，终于 ‘-teen’ years 已经过去了。
我不知道，踏入人生第二十个年头的我，是否对自己负起了责任。
我，活在这个世界上，到底学会了什么？
而又能够用什么来回馈这个社会所对我的栽培呢？
不要把我想得那么伟大，因为我并没有要对这个社会作一些惊天动人的事。
而是，我，身长在这个世界上快二十年了，我领悟到什么，学习到什么？
璇子，有人为了生存而逃命。。。
有人为了糊口而卖命。。。而你，拥有了那么多，有什么资格堕落？有什么资格浪费生命的每一天呢？
今日名句：明日复明日，明日何其多。日日复明日，万事成蹉跎。
我，热爱生命吗？
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Childhood vs Future
Suddenly, I think of playing masak-masak. Yes, believe your eyes, is masak-masak. The game kids play out of paper and plastic and pretending they are cooking. I guess I'm missing some childhood memory here.
Got my random that day and watch this on Youtube and I told myself: "Ah~! They were my childhood idol! Gosh... it's so long a go already! We've all grown up and so does things around me. Those days, we listen to music using cassettes! And walala, we have internet now and would can never imagine life without it anymore." *sighs*
Just realised something just now, I think I have a 'thing' for guys that plays/ sings well. I'm definitely those girls that fall for guys that takes a guitar and sings love songs in front of me. Haha. So typical right? Ah~! But the best part of it is, I'll love to sing along with him too! So I suppose, another criteria to my BF-checklist is need to love singing Karaoke, since my whole family does that. It's gonna be part of our very own Chin family activity I tell you! I ain't kidding! Imagine your uncle will be singing an oldies and your auntie pops in and sing along and soon enough you see from the youngest cousin to your grandma is opening their mouth and singing the same song. Gosh. Imagine that and what you see is my lovely family. :D I love them lots~!!! *muaks*
Got my random that day and watch this on Youtube and I told myself: "Ah~! They were my childhood idol! Gosh... it's so long a go already! We've all grown up and so does things around me. Those days, we listen to music using cassettes! And walala, we have internet now and would can never imagine life without it anymore." *sighs*
Just realised something just now, I think I have a 'thing' for guys that plays/ sings well. I'm definitely those girls that fall for guys that takes a guitar and sings love songs in front of me. Haha. So typical right? Ah~! But the best part of it is, I'll love to sing along with him too! So I suppose, another criteria to my BF-checklist is need to love singing Karaoke, since my whole family does that. It's gonna be part of our very own Chin family activity I tell you! I ain't kidding! Imagine your uncle will be singing an oldies and your auntie pops in and sing along and soon enough you see from the youngest cousin to your grandma is opening their mouth and singing the same song. Gosh. Imagine that and what you see is my lovely family. :D I love them lots~!!! *muaks*
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Keeping things short!
Urgh! I need to complain about myself. I always attempt to write posts and tend to write so damn long till I always make the flow of thought gone in the half way because I got distracted by other stuff.
So from now on, I'll learn to keep posts short and sweet. Good for my readers (if any) and good for me too. Hope this will make me write more often. Like one of my friend once said: how can life be interesting when one can't even write and express his/ her feelings?
OK, my first short post here.
I was glad today spending quality times with people I care for in life. :D
I know I don't need to worry about how my Mr. Right should be because I know He will provide the man in my life. :D
So from now on, I'll learn to keep posts short and sweet. Good for my readers (if any) and good for me too. Hope this will make me write more often. Like one of my friend once said: how can life be interesting when one can't even write and express his/ her feelings?
OK, my first short post here.
I was glad today spending quality times with people I care for in life. :D
I know I don't need to worry about how my Mr. Right should be because I know He will provide the man in my life. :D
>>>THE END<<<
Friday, November 19, 2010
Let's talk about bananazzz 香蕉人
Disclaimer: You do not need to agree with my theories and I would welcome (and feel honoured) if you would like to debunk all my ideas. I got inspired my a friend, which I call him the "Absolute Banana". This idea will be discussed further in the article. :)
Definition of Banana
Banana, in general is a fruit, the yellow slimy fruit we see in tropical countries. *side track: just if you don't know, 7-eleven sells his super quality Dole Banana for RM1. It's really good fruit! :D Buy one and stay healthy peeps!* However, the banana that I'm trying to talk about is those Chinese that don't know how to speak their mother tongue. Why they're called banana? Very simple! Banana is yellow in the outside but white in the inside, just like them where they looks Chinese with their yellow skin but they talk like a white. :)
Categories of Banana people:
1. Absolute Banana
Absolute bananas are those which couldn't speak and listen to any Mandarin and dialects at all. Other than "Wo Ai Ni" [I Love You] and "Wo bu zhi dao" [I don't know], they basically knows nothing. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! They don't watch any TVB dramas or know anything about Chinese culture. Most of the time, their parents are bananas themselves too, but most probably does not include in this category. Absolute bananas can be seen as knowing nothing about being a Chinese. There are a White-man living in a Yellow-man's body.
2. Normal Banana
Normal bananas are those that know a bit of everything. They may know how to listen to some Mandarin or any dialects. Most of these bananas went to Kebangsaan schools. So, they only know English and BM. Grandparents might only speak in dialects and aunties will be talking in dialects during family gathering such as Chinese New Year. So, throughout the years, they get a hint of what people are trying to mean out of their talking in Mandarin or dialects. Most of the bananas are in this category (I hope), so they're normal bananas.
3. Half Banana
Half bananas are those who speaks a bit of Mandarin or a bit of dialects (to some extent, fluent enough to make a conversation). Some of this type of bananas are unfortunate to get a Chinese education but still was able to learn some mother tongue throughout the years. They may not be as fluent as those learnt it properly, but they know a bit more than the other 2 categories of bananas. *applause*
So friend,
which category you belong to? I hope I didn't insult anybody. This distinction is just an analysis of mine. Some might ask, why we need Chinese when English is the international language? Yup, I agree with you that English is the most commonly spoken language. Nevertheless, I am proud to be a Chinese that speaks Mandarin, Cantonese and Hakka. I can say I'm proud to be a Chinese. I'm not saying being a banana is a sin or something, I'm just trying to define how westernised some of the Chinese are today.
Definition of Banana
Banana, in general is a fruit, the yellow slimy fruit we see in tropical countries. *side track: just if you don't know, 7-eleven sells his super quality Dole Banana for RM1. It's really good fruit! :D Buy one and stay healthy peeps!* However, the banana that I'm trying to talk about is those Chinese that don't know how to speak their mother tongue. Why they're called banana? Very simple! Banana is yellow in the outside but white in the inside, just like them where they looks Chinese with their yellow skin but they talk like a white. :)
Categories of Banana people:
1. Absolute Banana
Absolute bananas are those which couldn't speak and listen to any Mandarin and dialects at all. Other than "Wo Ai Ni" [I Love You] and "Wo bu zhi dao" [I don't know], they basically knows nothing. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! They don't watch any TVB dramas or know anything about Chinese culture. Most of the time, their parents are bananas themselves too, but most probably does not include in this category. Absolute bananas can be seen as knowing nothing about being a Chinese. There are a White-man living in a Yellow-man's body.
2. Normal Banana
Normal bananas are those that know a bit of everything. They may know how to listen to some Mandarin or any dialects. Most of these bananas went to Kebangsaan schools. So, they only know English and BM. Grandparents might only speak in dialects and aunties will be talking in dialects during family gathering such as Chinese New Year. So, throughout the years, they get a hint of what people are trying to mean out of their talking in Mandarin or dialects. Most of the bananas are in this category (I hope), so they're normal bananas.
3. Half Banana
Half bananas are those who speaks a bit of Mandarin or a bit of dialects (to some extent, fluent enough to make a conversation). Some of this type of bananas are unfortunate to get a Chinese education but still was able to learn some mother tongue throughout the years. They may not be as fluent as those learnt it properly, but they know a bit more than the other 2 categories of bananas. *applause*
So friend,
which category you belong to? I hope I didn't insult anybody. This distinction is just an analysis of mine. Some might ask, why we need Chinese when English is the international language? Yup, I agree with you that English is the most commonly spoken language. Nevertheless, I am proud to be a Chinese that speaks Mandarin, Cantonese and Hakka. I can say I'm proud to be a Chinese. I'm not saying being a banana is a sin or something, I'm just trying to define how westernised some of the Chinese are today.
Monday, November 8, 2010
That tonight is a good night with great people :D
Went dinner with 4 awesome people today. Just a random dinner, like I told Miss. E. Chin, 'just do dinner for the sake of dinner'. It turned out greater than I thought it'll be, as we all shared our dreams and thoughts about life with each other.
Just to start off, I must say the place E.Chin recommended was just such a cozy and lovely place to be. The food was good and the price was even better. I just felt in love with the place with it's romantic jazz music and the ikea-like lighting. XD
Roast Beef Sandwhich - RM 7.50. Hot Mocha - RM 7.50
Total Bill = RM 15 nett
Food quality: Good. :D
Anyway, what really made my night was really the accompany of my beloved friends. We was technically there to celebrate 2 of my friend's birthday, with didn't really celebrated as in cut cake or giving present, but was really just to spent some quality time together with each other.
After dinner, the conversation somehow turned into a sharing session about our life and dreams. I didn't really know what exactly my dream is, until I truly needed to figure out an answer. Now, if you ask me to repeat what I've shared, I might not be able to tell you as good as what I did, but I still know one fact very well, I want to be successful in life, like really successful.
What is success to me? It need not be as rich as a women owning a Lamborghini, driving it down the city or having a mansion. I would consider myself being successful, if I can truly live a life that can impact others, giving back to society, that have been giving me so much all these years. I must say I haven't lose all my hope in my country, Malaysia. For the fact that I'm still acknowledging Malaysia is my country shows that I still love this country, right? As a Malaysian, I'm sure everyone of us is disappointed by certain things- the politics, the racial tension, the nation development, etc, etc...... Nevertheless, it's such a beautiful country, isn't it, my friend? The people are just so lovely and kind. The food just so beautiful that you'll miss it after 2 weeks away from it. So going back to my point of giving back to society, yes, I haven't give up all my hope in this country and I have so much that I can give back to the society. Will I be able to give all out and do it? I don't know. I really rest my life upon God's hand and truly believe that one day, I'll learn what my calling truly is. Till then, I'll just learn every single lesson from the people I met everyday.
What was amazing about tonight was the pleasure to listen to other people's dream in life. I shall not share it here but it's been thought provoking for me, for me to ponder upon what's life all about and what I REALLY want to do in life, my life. For once, you really need to put your self on the centre spot light and think, what role you want to play in society? Like William Shakespeare said, everyone is a role in a play as life is just like a play. (sorry, don't quote me for this, that's all I remember from the very lovely poem that I can't even remember the name now.... literature class? epic fail!)
There goes some pictures of those awesome people! XD
O, btw, Mr. J and Miss M, I'm still so amazed that you both can blog so frequent and blog so well! *thumbs up* I always end up losing my thoughts and emo-ness half way through my post! :s That explains why I rarely blogs.... haha....
Just to start off, I must say the place E.Chin recommended was just such a cozy and lovely place to be. The food was good and the price was even better. I just felt in love with the place with it's romantic jazz music and the ikea-like lighting. XD
Roast Beef Sandwhich - RM 7.50. Hot Mocha - RM 7.50
Total Bill = RM 15 nett
Food quality: Good. :D
After dinner, the conversation somehow turned into a sharing session about our life and dreams. I didn't really know what exactly my dream is, until I truly needed to figure out an answer. Now, if you ask me to repeat what I've shared, I might not be able to tell you as good as what I did, but I still know one fact very well, I want to be successful in life, like really successful.
What is success to me? It need not be as rich as a women owning a Lamborghini, driving it down the city or having a mansion. I would consider myself being successful, if I can truly live a life that can impact others, giving back to society, that have been giving me so much all these years. I must say I haven't lose all my hope in my country, Malaysia. For the fact that I'm still acknowledging Malaysia is my country shows that I still love this country, right? As a Malaysian, I'm sure everyone of us is disappointed by certain things- the politics, the racial tension, the nation development, etc, etc...... Nevertheless, it's such a beautiful country, isn't it, my friend? The people are just so lovely and kind. The food just so beautiful that you'll miss it after 2 weeks away from it. So going back to my point of giving back to society, yes, I haven't give up all my hope in this country and I have so much that I can give back to the society. Will I be able to give all out and do it? I don't know. I really rest my life upon God's hand and truly believe that one day, I'll learn what my calling truly is. Till then, I'll just learn every single lesson from the people I met everyday.
What was amazing about tonight was the pleasure to listen to other people's dream in life. I shall not share it here but it's been thought provoking for me, for me to ponder upon what's life all about and what I REALLY want to do in life, my life. For once, you really need to put your self on the centre spot light and think, what role you want to play in society? Like William Shakespeare said, everyone is a role in a play as life is just like a play. (sorry, don't quote me for this, that's all I remember from the very lovely poem that I can't even remember the name now.... literature class? epic fail!)
There goes some pictures of those awesome people! XD
O, btw, Mr. J and Miss M, I'm still so amazed that you both can blog so frequent and blog so well! *thumbs up* I always end up losing my thoughts and emo-ness half way through my post! :s That explains why I rarely blogs.... haha....
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
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